old year

i am almost 2 full months into the new year and there is nothing new about it. save for the fact i feel i am falling futher into the abyss i can't clearly see and therefore cannot get out of.
translation...
i bought an 8 pack of canadian cold shots at 7pm tonight. i even brought a safeway bag with me so i could carry the beer inside that when i arrived home lest my mother have any questions.
that is surely not a good thing.